I was a genuine gang’s Sea Hag for decades it appears. I was on the poor plan, not a wealthy one. It meant I was actually terrorized and beat up a lot instead of making money for what I participated in. It also meant I had minimal contacts. What people may not know are these two things: 1) Contacts I was given to speak with in person may have been two-faced and gas lighted me at times, 2) I am not allowed to now be something else… like a funding partner, or someone enabled to get funding from bigger people. I never had a written formal agreement to be a sea hag for gang members and I started so young I hadn’t yet learned how to sign my name. Starting so young I didn’t have an opportunity to gather my own contact list of people before I was put on that path. What’s upsetting to think of is, the IPs I visited as a sea hag person may have been paid for already, and others already planned for the profit sharing–meaning there was no risk of me getting some of the profits. Being a sea hag I was forced to not invest in anything either, so no money in and no money out. So the purpose of making me a sea hag… was it for the sake of entertainment–did my role as a sea hag exist to make people laugh? It also meant I was a “Crazy Steven” and that people ARE NOT SUPPOSED TO COME AFTER ME or family members for money…simply because we didn’t get to make good money.
Because of having been a sea hag and crazy Steven… it is highly likely why I am so retired right now and have no work for others to do and barely in my 50s now. People who have not been a sea hag usually are working and earning into their 60s and 70s, even 80s!
Years ago I didn’t know the full nature of having been a sea hag and crazy Steven. Took some memory to put it together why I cannot just gather people and do things. Can’t do it by myself at all. If memory serves, when it looked like I was a lead on a project the reality is a gang member or authentic mafia person was above me even if not present the whole time. I cannot be a sea hag and co-lead a project, as a crazy Steven it is a little different and marginal ability.