What I didn’t know is that someone was offended that I was visiting. Thought I was there to help people out. I guess not! Please be aware I was not told everything at all. I am sorry, guess I was not needed anywhere anyway… I’ll never know for certain what helped what didn’t.
Please know, I doubt I visited more than 5-10min in places a long time ago. I was not even hired or paid. Just chatted and was mugged it appears.
I am sorry about all these posts about “getting mugged” and “injured”. What I want people to get it I survived a lot of very criminal attacks as a sea hag. They hadn’t stopped by 2013 either. I want people to know I GOT ATTACKED… I was NOT DOING THE ATTACKING. I never signed an agreement to be this punching bag. I know there were gang conflicts, I didn’t know what was actually going on most of my life.
Someone may have hoped I’d step in and be someone to talk to about all kinds of things. Some people TRAINED ME FOR IT. At some point people said they send me criminals to help me do things, however I was not gangster enough to handle them. I must have been the wrong person.
Appears the people I was taken to were too tough, too difficult for me and I didn’t have back up. They all ganged up many times and harmed me. I forgot how bad it went. Just reminding people I was not aware of what it really was. I clearly was not a wealth person, and I clearly wanted to work on creative things with others, even discuss ideas for all kinds of things. It never worked well in person. Or it rarely did.
In fact some kept me poor so that I was not a target, more on common ground with others. Then some complained that I was not paying them to be there, even though I was not paid myself. I guess we could not find common ground.
I am over 50 years old now. I am vastly diminished from who I began as in the 1970s when I was taken places to location scout and play act ideas with others. I obviously can’t do all that stuff anymore.