My response: Yeah, that may have been all. Here’s why. I didn’t get to keep big contacts and connections long term. I didn’t get to look important and wealthy full time. Much of my life I looked thrown out of all kinds contact circles even abandoned. I think it is fair to say I have stood in places as a little Spielberg with things to say and sometimes people really used what I said. Not always, okay? I got ganged up and buttons pushed too much. Doing all that actually messed me up, including my clout.
THE WRONG PEOPLE PICKED ON ME. SOME WERE SUPPOSED TO BE HELPERS and/or PROTECTORS. Basically things got messed up early on. Why I’m retired in a small life instead of hanging out with all kinds of people in public places.