Yes, that may still be who I actually am in California and to people of Mexico+. Not a joke! A long time ago I may have still been connected with the United Nations and their people in many countries. I was NOT DEVELOPED for working with others as an adult. Looks I’ve been ruined and destroyed, pushed out of the way the rest of my life to ALLOW FOR OTHERS to get the paths I could not take. What has angered me at times is I got the bad life not the good one… and yet people want me to shoulder blame for things I HAD NO POWER TO CHANGE OR CANCEL. I already shouldered the low income*, unhealthy, damaged life. I DID NOT SPEND DECADES PARTYING with entertainment people and/or political peoples.
I was supposed to be the humble friend of many in life, however I took on bigger problems than people planned on–got mugged for the replacements. Still was NOT HIRED for being an influencer or gang member.
*Many years of my life I had less than $1,000 U.S. dollars per month to live on, including paying for apartment rent, food, health care, clothing, transportation, etc. Even right now, though improved income I cannot afford my own home.