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Real mafia has standards. I’m a real crippled person to them, badly crippled looking person to them. That’s likely why they don’t want me used.

Author Sarah "Lusor" SpielbergPosted on February 5, 2025Categories Thoughts

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I’m Going to Stop Blogging For a Long While and Focus on Being a Motion Picture Artist.
Announcing My Retirement Was Not Enough, So I Sat Around For Years Swearing I’ll Stay Away From Professional Content Making.
Sharing a Private Letter Sent to Some Legal People Regarding My L.A. Courts Case
Hey, a D.A. from the Criminal Court Visited the Hollywood Mental Health Court Today!
Another “Bigger Me” Person? Nicole Shanahan
What Went Wrong? Why Did I Get So Targeted?
Reminder: It Looks Like “Clinton” Also Swapped IN Full Time in San Diego Decades Ago.
Justin Lin and His People Are Permanently Swapped IN, in Hollywood/Los Angeles+/Professional Entertainment and Politics.
Are People Still After the Original Stephen J. Cannell Money? Or Turner Network’s?
“Crisara isn’t ready yet.” (early 1990s)
I Blended in Very Young, Before Three Years Old. To Fit in With Identity Theft?
I Was Only a Little Problem Solver in the 1970s… not really 80s+.
Decades Ago I Was Asked to “Drop Dead” So Crisara Could Be More Activated and Work For Others–Like a Donna
Out in Public, Gang Members Still Haunting Some…
the ‘wind’ Keeps Speaking of a Prodigy… I Feel That is the Current President of Mexico: Presidenta Claudia Sheinbaum Pardo
Team Michael Spielberg
This May Be Painful to Read for Anyone Who Knows Us–a Blended, Shared Identity
I’m Likely Still a Political Child of Bigger People
We Thought She Was One of the Working People?
What Does a False Surrogate Actually Do?
I May Have Taken the Place of a Missing V.I.P. a Long Time Ago, Gang Members Got Jealous Even if Their Leaders Told Them…
“If You Don’t Take Care of the Small People, You’ll Have to Deal With the Bigger Ones and They Don’t Pay People Easily”
What Happened? We Thought This Sarah and Her People Were the Targeted Gang Leadership (or part of it)
Thinkfast Media is Back.
I Have “Come Back” Many Times in Life and No One Was Actually Waiting For Me
Who Did I Meet in the Entertainment Business+ While Young?
What Are My Neighbors Doing? I Have a Strong Feeling There are Replacements of “Old Me” Within a Two Mile Radius
I Was Told a Long Time Ago that I No Longer Have a “Husband in Hollywood”
I’m NOT “Pederson’s Wife” Either, Or Mexican Donovan’s
So Anyway… Science Fiction and Making Stuff Up. People Are Real.
The Energy of Our Existence, May Be the Wave of Time
Let’s Talk About: Foundation Energies
“Clem” Hired at Least TWO Mexican Women to Replace Me for Los Angeles, CA in the 1970s. They Were “party animals”, correct?
Severe Group and Gang Problems? You May Need PUBLIC Community Leaders
Good News: There are Many Enabled Gang Members Thriving in California
I am Dead to So Many. However, if San Diego Produces its Own Feature Film using only locals here, I’ll contribute $100. =)
the ‘wind’ Recently Admitted I was Badly Burned in My Life
Just Thought of the Old Crossroads in the 1970s… around 1977. “the Big Abrams”
a Challenge, or a Quest… for Some Media Makers (old school film making)
“Human Outreach” is My Engine Here
I’m Not Your Spielberg, Am I?
False Promises From Early On
As Much of a Cursed Life I’ve Had, There is a Lot I Don’t Regret
“Donna” Mugged/Clobbered Me For Work (lifetime)
I Asked for Commitment to Hollywood in My Youth When I Discovered…It.
I Don’t Need a “Come Back” nor am I “Coming Back”. I got replaced!
If I Were Well, Good Health, Connected “good enough”… things would be different with me.
I Did Swap IN as Lead at Universal Studios Inc. a Short Time in the 1970s–I was ALSO DISMISSED.
Surrogate Culture – Notes on My Involvement
I’m Notoriously NOT ALLOWED to Produce a Feature Movie (anywhere)
“Sarah” a Woman Driving Around San Diego… (there are many) and More on Ghost Producers
Honestly, I Look Like an Uncredited WGA Assistant who is retired and REAL AMATEURS think I have money to share.
Something Happened in a Surf Shop in San Diego County in the 1970s…
I am Already Paid in… In Many Places Since the 1970s
Like a Musician Without a Band, and I Cannot Do Real Legit Solo Work.
I Cannot Rise Up, Become a Little Famous
“So Dead.” I May Have Been Team Michael Spielberg, a Mugged and Discontinued Group of the 1970s
“I’m leaving unpaid workers above the border to beg for money.” – white man from TJ(?) 1970s
I Was Likely Replaced By Taiwanese in Politics, They Were Adults and Youths Who Got Me in Person in the 1970s
I am Bothered By Snoopers. Are they Firebaugh people?
I’m Not Donovan the Convict, and I Feel He Delivered Me to “Harvey” When I Was a Child
the “Weakest Link” in a People Matrix
Is “Mexico” Returning Back Home From United States of America?
Helping Everyone Again – Please Note: Legal Connections (1970s)
“You are too protected here, I have to take you to California to beg for money.”
OUT OF SERVICE
Anger: If People Wanted Me as a Pay Pal in Adulthood, I Needed Better Protection
Got a Parking Stall for My Participation with Ready Player One – Got Mugged For That Also
Team Michael Spielberg
Blessings to All of You Who are Well Enough to be Getting Things Done For Others
And One More Thing… Reminder: Because I am NOT Doing Much in Public Myself…
Game Over. Please Be Respectful of the Winners and the Losers.
Noting the Snoopers and Stalkers, It’s About Old History
Feeling Accomplished or Gaslighted?
Pushed Through Places as a “Dead Donna” Created by a Mike (1970s)
I Don’t Need to Give Advice
I’m Still Not a Russian Jew
I Did Get Plugged Into Some of the Best on Planet Earth in the 1970s, Even Briefly
Why I Didn’t Write a Novel About My Life (like so many do)
HONOR.
I Don’t Know What to Do for People Snooping Me – I Got Mugged in Person Before I Was an Adult…
Lots of BS on the ‘wind’ This Morning: “Jealousy is Cancelled” they say…
“You are supposed to be a Carlsbad, CA person.” – the ‘wind’
I’m Sorry, Need to Stop Posting for a While. I Just Don’t Feel Well.
Current: the ‘wind’ is Telling Me in the 1970s+ Anger About Leaders in Prison, Causing Problems in California+
I’m a Weakened Person, Still Downed
A Long Time Ago Some Said I Was the “Nice Person” Replacing Unwanted People
Perked Up, Then Shut Down. I Must Be Retired Already!
How Mafia Crippled am I?
a big repeat here
How Hospital Minded Am I?
All Hands on Deck, Enabled and Disabled People
Is Reading My Blog Posts a Task?
I May Have Replaced Ghosts and Couldn’t Be Real Enough (1970s+)
I Don’t Mind Being Small and Retired
A Tough Female Japanese “Mamie” in the 1970s
Swapped With a Key “Mike” in the 1970s?
Reminder: People Were Told Not to Use Me Too Much (1970s)
The Other Retirement Need- *WARNING* Situation Problem
I am Ill Right Now. This May Take a While to Get Better.
The Little Fireman
My Buttons Are Very Pushed. I’m Home Sick and Someone is Not Letting Go of Me for the Purpose of Making Money
the ‘wind’ is Acknowledging Someone is Not Only Trying to Drive Me Like a Pac Title Creative, They are Also After Any Money I Own
Who Hears “Kitty Cat Music” in Their Heads Now and Then? I AM NOT THE ONE WHO CAN PAY OUT FROM THE PAC TITLE FUND.
I May Be a *Dead* False Surrogate Myself, and I Did Not Arrange This All to Begin With
I Was Supposed to Get More People in Person During My Life, I Was Not Supposed to be Such a “Home Body”
RUMOR: I Was Forced Not to Work For/With Stephen Cannell.
the ‘wind’ is Complaining About People, Money and Me
Politicians and Their Offices Are Important in Society
Am I Married to Someone Outside of the U.S.A.?
Got Replaced By Mexicans in Society Here in the U.S.A.
People Are Not Supposed to be Angry With Me, in My Youth I Helped a PAC
Back to Earth, My Path Now
I Hear Concern and Upsetness on the ‘wind’. My Response: Get a “Mamie”
a Mexican Donovan of BYCORP/Construction Working in San Diego, CA,USA Chose Me as a Damaged Fake Daughter, and He Boosted His People (at Disney, likely elsewhere too) 1970s
I Cannot Flip My Own Identity to that of a Lucas (Lucasfilm)
Fundamental Problem About My Spielberg-ness
“There is a piggyback problem.” – the ‘wind’
Truth About My Writings Here
Getting Down to Earth Again
I Really Wish a Big Steven Could Announce Me Properly and My Full Retirement Was Given Decades Ago
May Have Been Cursed With My Life Before I was a Toddler
The Surrogate Override
My Renewed Commitment to Mother Earth
My Back is Actually Broken
Still Nagging on the ‘wind’, “Wanting money…”
“Use the notes to bring me back.” (1970s)…”I’m here already, please stop cycling me!” (2020)
Someone Wanted My Life Earnings Before I Was a First Grader (Age 6)
the ‘wind’ is Saying My Great-Grandmother(from Los Angeles County) Was Russian and Angry She Couldn’t Remove Me From the U.S.A.
May Have Been a “Public Servant” Myself All Along Here’s Why
I’ve Stopped Myself From Posting This Directly. I Have to Do it Now for Clarity. My Disconnect to A.E.I.
I’m Supposed to Be Done From Being Swapped Around
Mugging Someone Politely? Yes! It is a thing.
Hoping My Recent Writings Help Many Others
What Do You Mean I am Not in My Office as a Corporation Executive?
Lots of Chatter on the ‘wind’ Complaining I am Such a Dead Person to Snoop
Beware of Old Messages Especially About Money and Money Handlers
That Big Wrestler and Purple Minions
Actually Thought I Wouldn’t Be Harassed Unless I Was a Very Real Public Speaker, or Professional Writer
Didn’t Make Good Money in Life, I Did Worse Than Anticipated
When I Exited as “Genius Christ” in the 1970s… Two Men Stepped Up
I Didn’t “Get Dreamworks” After Ernie Brooks, II Passed Away
“Sarah Lusor Spielberg” is a Legal Pen Name
I’ve Been Asked About “Mental Health Problems”
At Least {This Many} Are More Important Than Me in Society (Tesla Car Owners)
a “Steven” Did Identify Me and Put an Arm Around My Shoulders in the 1970s
Fires in San Diego County? Yes.
Mexican Supremacy in the United States of America?
Not in My Back Yard (NiMBY!)
WHEN is a “Steven” Going to TELL EVERYONE That I Was Replaced By a Male Drug Runner in the 1970s?
Get In, Let’s Talk About Being Driven Crazy
I Was Not Leadership, Lead With Ideas (1970s-80s) Which is Different
I Was Asked to Get Back to Elon Musk on Behalf of Desilu… trouble is…
Maybe… You Need “Mamie” Instead of Me
Yelling on the ‘wind’ About Me Not Being the Money Holder
Involved With Excessive Field Work in My Youth
I Should Be Blogging About Current Events, however…
I’m Too Damaged to Continue, Even if People Insert More Coins
Breaker Breaker!
Putting My Virtual Foot Down Now
“I’m Afraid of the Big Men in L.A., so I’ll Attack You Instead.” (known assistant to a San Diego “Donna”, 1970s)
Got CANCELLED in the 1970s, Here is How I Can Verify This
M— is NOT ARIA’s Grandmother or Sponsor
Taking Any Credit in the 1970s
It’s Not My Car, I Can’t Fix it.
I’m So Dead Meat to So Many People…
I HAVE TO SAY IT: DID I GET SACKED FOR “TAMI” a Non-Filmmaker in San Diego (1970s)?
I’m Not a Good Spiritual Leadership Person–Too Unknown, Too Unfunded
I’m NOT Donovan. Or his wife. Or his daughter. I may have looked like it in the 1970s a while, here’s why:
I Don’t Feel Well, Need to Go Focus on My Little Hobbies
If I Were Holding Money Still(for others)…
Chatter on the ‘wind’ that gang members were still pretending I have their money?!
The Librarian, Has Limits
* Surrogate Culture *
Don’t Ask for Money From a Retired Sea Hag
Someone is Snooping Me VERY HEAVILY RIGHT NOW. They May Know My Breathing…
I Cannot Hire People Right Now
Note on the ‘wind’: Should NOT have used THIS PERSON for a Hollywood identity. Human belonged/belongs “to programmers in San Diego”
I’m Solo, and No Millenium Falcon
I’ve Probably Played Through and Going Back to the Wilderness for Good Now
I Do Not Know the Deals People Made
the ‘wind’ is Upset. Many Signs Have Been Given For “Time to Leave” (Not Me)
I’m Not the Mafia People
Leaving Punahou in the 1970s
English Was Not First Original Language Taught to Me, Was it?
“Mis-Yoked” Said a gang member in the 1970s about me.
Society in the United States of America: Sorting Out Who is Big and Small Out in Public?
This is a Very Silly New Years Blog Post Mostly for the Thinkfast Media Sarah and Marc Zicree at Space Command Studios.
a “small me” is Thinkfast Media. Not certain who is handling “bigger me” these days. (KSPL people)
Someone is Still Trying to Be Me Out in Public Somewhere While Using My Online Writings, Possible Contacts and Past History?
I Cannot Replace a Gang Leader or a Lead at a Company Without a Public Announcement
People Kept Saying I Needed to Be Replaced (1970s)
What if I’m Not Who I Was Supposed to Be?
Is it, Was it Mis-Wired Due to Labeling Errors? Sounds Like Power Doesn’t it?
Ongoing: Who Was Adopted For Work Related Instead of Me?
In Praise of Space Command Studios –Don’t Run Over There Without Invite.
Reminder: I Was Not Inner Circle(s) with Jefferey Epstein’s People Long Term Because…
the ‘wind’ Making Noises, Pointing at Me as a Money Person For a Lot of People. My Response: No. Here’s Why.
Good News for People Who Don’t Know Me Well Already
It Could Be My TRUE BIGGER ME Person Died in the 1970s, Which Ended My “superpowers”
Exasperated, Too Old and Ill to Keep Speaking of the Past
May Still Be Thought of as a Baby of DESILU of the 1970s
I AM NOT Bill and Melinda Gates, Stood in For Them at Least Once (1970s)
I’m Not Adopted Well Within the United States, am Begging Now to Be RELEASED from Gang Hazing
Replacing Me Should Not Meant REMOVING ME From My Own People
Repeating this: I AM NOT MIKE. He and his people left the U.S. in the 1970s?
Wish it Were a Different World That I Personally Live in, Here’s What I’m Complaining About NOW
Still in the Wilderness, and That is OKAY For Me
Chatter on the ‘wind’ Noting I Challenged Too Many People
A Stiff Drink Won’t Help the Stiff I Am!
Did a Known Fraud Tell People I’d Be Back to San Diego Later in Life and Pay People Off?
What People Actually Used Me For, I Should Have Been Long Term on the East Coast
Got Replaced By Migrants in the U.S.A.
Why I’m Not a Good One to be Picked On
Trying Not to be Angry. the ‘wind’ is Now Saying They “Don’t Pay Attention to Twitter.”
How About Picking on People Who Threw Me Out of Key White Houses?
I’m a Dead Person Walking!
In San Diego County, Am Not Part of “Team Troublemaker”
Got Into Lots of Trouble as a Youth, Even Though I Had No Money For Travel
the ‘wind’ is Complaining Again, Noting I am NOT the ONE They Actually Wanted in the Neighborhood
Just in a Small Influencer Seat These Days
I’m Still Not a “Donna” or a “Steven”
Did I Also Get Replaced By A Drug Dealer Who Got Hollywood More Than Me?
Got Wrapped in With Taiwanese in Los Angeles County, Not a Job or Career (1970s)
A Good Breakfast
Not a Professional Influencer Here’s Why
Reminder: The “Donna’s” Were Hired People, I Was Just on a Stipend With Permission to Visit Places
Really Have to Bless People to Move On Without Me For More Entertainment Related Works
I Don’t Know What to Say About Ready Player 2 and 3 with Certainty…Yet…
Was I an Executive Producer at Someone’s Company or Corporation and Just Not on Pay Roll? Possible.
If I Was an Executive Producer in the 1970s, I Was Virtually Mugged Even by Harve Bennett
Bigger People Explained to Me Why They DO NOT Want Me to Finance a Feature Movie, or Much at All
Green Lighting Ready Player 2 and 3, and/or Other Productions Stuck Connected With My Identity?
As a Human Being, May Have Been Created as an Identity Holder
There May Still Be a Conflict With Me and Someone Who Gets/Got the U.S. White House
If I Did Replace a German War Criminal at WB, Explains Why I’m Mostly Kept Away From There
There Was Some Yelling on the ‘wind’ Not Long Ago Today: I Replaced a German War Criminal…
the ‘wind’ is Saying That Adult Gang Members From California Ruined My Life Starting at Punahou School
It Has Been Said I Belonged on the East Coast of the U.S.A.?
Enslaving “Goku” Not to Retire
Keep Alive… Beyond Throwing a Ball(or GEM) Around
Discovered Something About Life on Earth Recently
It is Far From the Same People Matrix Now, Compared to the 1970s.
the non-Eagle didn’t stop the sheriff and may have been paid to.
Too Bad Such a Gang and Insecurity Problem Going On?
It Already Happened! Stealing My Identity, Potential Work By Many
How Odd! the ‘wind’ is Hinting I’m Still Being Snooped for Identity Copy Catting
Talk About Confusing! A Plan to Swap Me and Then…
I Was Not Sponsored Enough in the 1970s and Therefore Unable to Get Good Protection
I HAVE NO CONTRACT: That tells me who I am(for the public or a company) and what I owe, and what the compensation is.
Someone is Being VERY STUPID and I Can’t Sense WHO. the ‘wind’ is Disappointed I’m Not Helping Develop Content From Home RIGHT NOW.

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