Time is Up! (Using me as a human being)

A long time ago, political people were actually SELLING ME in a trafficking way to all kinds of people I never even got to know. Working and non-working people were snooping my devices and pretending all kinds of a variety of things for in-person appearances as well as far distant virtual me. It was MUCH EASIER TO DO BEFORE I WAS AN ADULT. It was actually supposed to end by the time I was 15 years old.

Many are pretending too much right now. I can sense it. It helped them decades ago, however now all kinds of things have expired. Working people have retired, investors left the country or moved to sponsor others’ ideas. I NEVER took on a full time management position at any company other than me as a solo digital artist under my own small banner. I mostly consulted and just visited socially with people. All my “real job positions” potentially possible were SOLD OUT to all kinds of people. I must have been really dreaming to think I’d get to know all them! I hear many were young people in their first jobs. Some were long term CEO positions. Many may have pretended I was a distant sister, cousin, daughter even wife! I can’t do this now. I really could not do it well decades ago.

So much time has passed… how many even knew the KEY NAME I was using in the 1970s that helped create paperwork in a variety of cities and countries? I don’t think most know now, if they ever did learn about it. This name here is a legal PEN NAME. It was not a key name I used in the 1970s. I am aware other women have used this name in Los Angeles, CA since the 1970s also. It was one of the names I also used. As a youth, I was able to use a variety of names and met all kinds of people who may have used them also: Men, Women, Trans, Children too.

I’m actually at home a lot these days. I’m older and I do not have many friends. I don’t mind having a quiet life. What is bothering me is that people who have been claiming things may be very frustrated that I do not match their claims. This is not my fault. Let me remind you all that there have been some VERY AMAZING gangsters and mafia people in big cities who have used names I’ve used. THEY are the REAL KEY people. I’m a “child” or “baby” to the big ones. I am not so connected that I can call them or email. We are very separated, very different lives.

What remains is my “influencer” status with people who have known me. I am not a gang leadership person. I am not a leader at a company. Just a local San Diego, California, USA influential person of the 1970s and 80s(during those decades I visited California from Hawaii). I haven’t been active most of my life. I only really got some steam going between 2019 and now because I discovered that I was being snooped, stalked by strangers and I had to figure out what it was they thought was going on. I’ve mostly been just an online presence in text… writings, not even video blogging.

I’ve had a lot of memory loss due to gang attacks when I was a lot younger. People didn’t want me involved in their lives and work. It made sense to me also, not the attacks… just staying away from them and their circles of contacts. The memory loss really messed up my life. I could not influence or be influenced. Too injured. So I’m back doing a mild influencer thing as a pastime. I don’t have big ambitions, no big plans.

WHO AM I? I small town influencer with a presence on the internet. I am not wealthy, not well connected, no workplace job. It’s just a pastime to write.

I’ve already given up most of my life for many others. My body and soul are actually tired too.

Felony Colony of the United States?

I’m apparently still be threatened with a felony for writings on Twitter and other social media since around 2019 or so. I’ve asked of the District Attorney to assign me a person TO HIRE to buddy me on posting and he/they and the court won’t. So the threat remains of me getting drugged regularly or they want to give me a felony. There is some history on this.

When I was a child, before even grade school… I was in Hawaii kidnapped by criminals escaped from Ukraine. Some were on “prison break” from a California and Honolulu prison and even KIDNAPPED ME to PRISON for more than one visit. Michelle Kirksey planned to keep me there with her people. I don’t know why. I don’t actually know them.

It looked like they wanted me to SWAP with another criminal who was there. An adult. But I was so many years younger they knew it wouldn’t work.

All these years I’ve been defamed and battered, very injured by criminals and I couldn’t leave the United States if I wanted to. REAL TERRORISTS threatened other countries of mrdrs.

I am just one of the talented Spielbergs from the 1970s. Some have been deported, some killed. Mrdrd. Even without any money attached to them. I may still be part of that group even though I don’t know people. I may even get mrdrd just so they can PRETEND they are stealing my money.

“Dead Poets Society”… I was nearly mrdrd just visiting a location with Robin Williams. Not removed from Hollywood, actually mrdrd.

I have testified online to who I am. Many have stolen my identity and will live on whether I do or not. Guess that’s how roads end. Guess that’s what it’s like to be a stolen child since you were born.

Social Media Account Adjustments

I DID REALLY.. take down my own social media accounts on Facebook and Linkedin for now. I am rebranding what I am going to do with them. I spent a few years now writing about problems I’ve had with real and imagined connections in L.A. and Honolulu. I hope we mutually understand now I was mainly a “sounding board” and “concubine-like person” for several men and women. I was NOT an actual leadership person. I may have been used and brought around as a stand in… and I really didn’t understand what was going on. I turned the big 5-0 last summer even though I am still a “child” to the mafia and gangsters I’ve known. I’m accepting I’ll NEVER be returning to work with Hollywood, and I pray and plead and beg for EVERYONE to get this along with me. I kinda did my thing, and that’s all they needed. They have many many many talented people who live right there in L.A. and can handle many many things. My best wishes to them!