I was told decades ago if I am not hired by them, I won’t get hired by others. Those were the Korean(possibly trafficked themselves) people who ARE NOT W.B. by the way!
Without being officially hired by a company in L.A. even part time, day playing, I cannot be “loaned out” to another company.
It’s worse. I was TOLD that I had to have a REAL HUSBAND to work in Hollywood. I got MARRIED to a GANG OF PEOPLE instead. These names know this happened: Donna, Marna, Melissa, Michelle, Steven, Jeff, David, Clinton, Marc, Michael and more. They knew about it since the 1970s my first decade of life. It had to go this way because I was so young and small originally. They didn’t change anything… which helped some things, broke backs for decades on other things.
In the 1970s I was “in trouble with the L.A. courts system” or so I was told. I was TAKEN OUT OF THE COUNTRY while people sorted things out back then. I was an ACTUAL CHILD. My guess is the adults using me also left! Now I’ve gotten the L.A. courts by myself and it has looked VERY ODD and CURIOUS throughout. Because I don’t know any one. If I have crossed paths in the past, it was just only that. I am NOT GOOD FRIENDS with anyone in the court system. They are doing their job as dictated by their leaderships, and I’ve had to be “just a criminal case” instead of a “familiar face”. Some may know I “got my a– handed to me” as a sea hag, and know I’ll be going home to San Diego County, not staying in L.A.
It means someone from past history or their new replacement NEEDS TO SHOW UP and get something done that I am UNABLE TO DO. I am very limited and stuck.