“[name], We have to kill your daughter so Kiki is more important.”

Some of these people and their younger ones are still circling around me. I am not certain which “Kiki” because even back then gang members used names of other people. It even appeared to be a male using a woman’s name in the 1970s.

the ‘wind’ is also hinting at paper airplanes and cardboard boxes.

“Jawbone”

A nickname I was given before I was even in preschool, continued into kindergarten and beyond for a while until people just didn’t want to speak about me. Here is where it came from.

“A.E.I.” a small man nicknamed, “Templeton” said he broke my jawbone to be more important at that company. I was around 3-4 years old. Rumor is one of the early Jeff’s paid for the repair work.

On a very different occasion, in another place on the planet I was SHOT BY A DART, likely a tranq. The dart LODGED IN MY JAWBONE. I was a child, it caused the jaw not to grow properly on that side even after repaired. I was somewhere between 4-7 years old.

Honolulu, HI. A small oriental looking man, claiming he could not repeat me well battered me. He hit my face and head, woke me up to tell me this. I was around 9-11 years old. Not absolutely certain the year.

Some have claimed my jaw was broken because I, “Was not who I said I was.” This was said to me as a youth. Who did you think I was? I ask this twice now. WHO DO YOU THINK I WAS? Did I stop using the name “Steven” and that upset people? Did you think I was NOT “Sarah”? Third time. WHO DO YOU THINK I WAS… AM?

“Templeton” was KNOWN to use the name “Steven” more than I did, by the way. I feel people knew him much better in Los Angeles, CA in the 1970s than me.

The Fast and Furious FK UP

THIS IS A RANT FOR PUBLIC VIEWING. I know not all had dumb and sinister intentions, but some truly have! Their names may not even be on credits anywhere. Some may even be dead from a street fight at some point by now.

After I helped create the Fast and Furious movie franchise… in my childhood… WITH ADULTS… how many MEN, gangsters especially… suddenly rose up and WANTED TO “BE ME”? No kidding. HOW MANY? They REALLY FKD UP MY LIFE. OTHERS TOO. Because some ARE NOT LEGAL IN THE U.S., NEVER WERE. They got involved and messed up all kinds of normal people who USED TO work for Hollywood, and I don’t think this was appropriate. Some, maybe many… are not even creative or business people, had guns, not money. This is NOT what the movie series was about. It wasn’t about destroying lives. It was supposed to enforce family and friendship values. And hell yes, have good times. Criminal and not.

Offscreen… Even g’damn criminal politicians got involved or showed up at that series. So WTF happened???????