And the opposite can be the same: Leaders are not necessarily human traffickers. To my witness… the best of these DO NOT DO BOTH THESE TASKS or ROLES.
Human traffickers are like human resources and coordinators. Leaders are project and task specific, management. I’ve witnessed some gang members looking important trying be more than traffickers and they may not actually have enough time, contacts and clout for it. Leaders, real ones… do not have time to traffick people. All in my humble opinion.
I bring this up because some people tried to USE ME AS BOTH when I was a lot younger. It surprised me. Thankfully no one offered me money to traffick people. They didn’t offer me money to lead on some things either. I was more willing to lead on ideations on tech/creative scouts than I was planning people themselves. There appeared to be many gang members capable to helping planning people themselves because they knew their own people and the newcomers. I was someone who was NOT ALLOWED to know individuals/people well. I was allowed to be a creative spirit and something like a ghost producer.
Influencers typically LEAD ON IDEAS. They are NOT LEADERS of people themselves. So the kind of leading I was doing, was not really coordinating people and their lives. I honestly asked to focus on other things.
I am bringing this up because very often I’ve been taken or sent places and people expected me to behave like a human trafficker more than a creative or tech lead. It caused me to be confused and people standing around, disappointed.
I am not. I was labeled a “baby” in the 1970s by some men who announced to their associates about keeping me as one. Even saying they’d just steal money. It was because of this why I was likely not allowed to have much money.
Understand… there was a GROUP OF PEOPLE in the 1970s using small peoples’ names in Los Angeles and other big cities. They didn’t want the small people to obtain more wealth and clout. Those big people may have originally been convict producers without money, which means they may have ALSO BEEN INSTRUCTED not to allow certain people to get wealthy.
People used… trafficked me… like I was a convict producer also. WHICH IS INSANE TO THINK ABOUT… because I had CLOSED DOORS, NO “criminal me stipend” too. All I was able to do WAS SPEAK… like an influencer. And that’s why I became a sea hag…someone the gangs beat up instead of speaking with…DUE TO CLOSED DOORS.
Openly, publicly BEGGED to NOT BE TRAFFICKED in mid/late 2020. Could see what was happening to me and around me. By moving me around, and likely people making me look active… others were getting trafficked also. I saw THEM. Some looked grey/white hair-aged and doing things college-aged people normally do. I know what it is like to be stuck in a queue and ride at a five star theme park…except outside of a theme park in average world…it isn’t polite and there may not be smiles or laughter involved.
I’ve even asked for a “Donna” (male or female) to swap places with me because I cannot control anyone. I’ve announced that I HAVE NO MAFIA FATHER many times online. This should tell everyone how dead I am!
I’ve written about this before: I appear to have been wrapped into a shared identity back in the 1970s and many may have been Firebaugh’s peoples. Obviously leaders in San Diego are likely people with big homes and sturdy incomes. Read more “Mugged at Firebaugh” >>
I met gang people who were BEING PAID in San Diego, CA to be “criminal me” people, carrying cash, making deals. This was in the 1970s. Some may have been paid to take me around San Diego to meet people. Some actually did tell people, “Please don’t rob these people, they’ve already been hit upon.”
I NEVER GOT ONE OF THOSE STIPENDS or the associated connections. Which means I was NEVER A FUNDED “gang member”. That’s why I don’t know what is going on at any of the courthouses nor do I know anyone at them like an associate, contact or a friend. Only in passing while they were professionals.
It also means I NEVER PAID FOR HUMAN TRAFFICKING OF MYSELF because I never knew who was involved to start or stop something. I never learned who was who in any city.
My response: I do not have a deal with Clinton. “Clinton” in the 1970s was SUPPOSED TO HELP MY PEOPLE GET MONEY, NOT THE OTHER WAY AROUND. One got insane in the 1970s and tried to “ho” me out as a child, another one took me places and insisted on being “the Spielberg” people took care of instead of me and had me beaten up, slandered and more.
If the “Clinton” who wants money is the younger one that knows Jasmine Restaurant well, he needs those contacts not me for money anyway! They love him there. The ones in the 1970s knew that restaurant well also–and they were human traffickers who took money from trafficked people as well as people who paid them for slaves.
At least one Clinton was married to a tough gangster female “Alex” or very similar sounding name.
Decades ago, one of the Justin Lin’s asked to use “Clinton” instead of me for Fast and Furious. I have so many closed doors, “Clinton” any of them, are better off using their own contacts for money and work.
The bigger Clintons I crossed paths with in the 1970s had no plan to give me any money, they told me they wanted it all and were gathering people in Los Angeles for the work. That I was too small, that I may not even get snooped I was so small.
And was not only trying to traffick me, other NON-MEXICANS who spoke good English also. Do you know HOW DANGEROUS THIS IS? I asked for help, perhaps “please replace the Mexican” because they DID NOT HAVE A GOOD CONTACT BASE and were actually screwing up a lot of people. Misleading them, stealing money, unable to negotiate all kinds of VERY COMMON U.S. THINGS. They appeared cash only and did not have their own identity in the U.S. to use. More than one I encountered did not speak English well. He did not have information about anything for me. I was clearly kidnapped with a group of people for this. I was a child, clearly small and without parents. I didn’t know who to even ask for. I may have been with BYCORP construction workers, former or potential ones.
This was a really old message from decades ago. The ‘wind’ is bringing this up why there is some hurt going on and maybe why I’m so triggered to write. Has to do with being trafficked to the L.A. court system around the time I’m forced into “retirement age”.
Note: I CANNOT REPLACE “Templeton” at Universal Studios Inc. There is no plan for it!
It also has to do with my re-connection to people in San Diego(mostly bar hopping, Happy Hour people) on better terms after decades of what I wish to call cross-wiring. The more recent messaging was that I was TO STAY OUT OF L.A. and HOLLYWOOD now that I’ve moved to San Diego full time (2013-). If people told me, I forgot and did get the GMC commercial in 2017. I DID NOT get to produce a feature movie with San Diegans, so that old idea died also. I was SHUT DOWN for feature film producing after 2017 into 2018. By 2019… I knew I was dead to producing. By 2020, I actually had hoped to take a simpler job in development only. That did not happen. By mid 2020 I could sense there was much more gang activity hovering my life. I was panicked, I admit it. I took to writing more and more online. It began as divergent Twitter posts. By late 2020, I got arrested and pulled badly into the L.A. court system.
I have NOT reached out to any Happy Hour San Diegans for advice or help with my being trafficked to L.A. I’ve braved it by myself. Honestly, I was not certain the REAL REASONS I was pulled back into L.A. So I just have gone along with it.
Now it’s over FOUR YEARS of being connected to a “criminal” case that really was only based on typed out words online and I still do not know with absolute certainty that the plaintiff is someone I was even referencing in my online posts that were deemed “threatening”.
I’m not someone under a contract nor someone who took mafia money to get something done. I’m still just living on limited, strict family money a father set up in my childhood.
All these years later I am having to REMIND EVERYONE: I am NOT one of the “Crazy Ones” nor am I one of the truly connected “Kaleidoscope” people. I was dismissed from these peoples. Too young, too small, not mafia enough. This was a long time ago! I am not certain what the trafficking to L.A. with L.A.P.D. and the court system means. I don’t honestly remember what it is for. If I do remember something, I was replaced by VERY REAL CONVICT PRODUCERS for Dreamworks and Illumination as well as any other companies and studios. They got L.A. and work for decades, not me personally.
I cannot get Ready Player 2 and 3. A long time ago it appeared I was lined up for it. The truth is people don’t want those movies as they are not necessary. LIKELY W.B. would INSIST on a German producer with gang and mafia connections to produce anyway. Not someone like me who is damaged and disconnected, not wealthy… and actually not even fully trained to produce at the top level in Hollywood. I’ve only visited, not even apprenticed below a Producers Guild screen credited producer.
I DARE SAY IT: The person or people needed in L.A. are likely people WHO ALREADY KNOW THE VAN NUYS COURTHOUSE PEOPLE WELL. I DO NOT. WHO from SAN DIEGO DOES and HAVE for decades? Who has knowingly REPLACED ME up in L.A. all these decades and has gangster and mafia connections and money too?! I want to REMIND PEOPLE the “DOORS WERE CLOSED” on me in the 1970s. WHO ALL STEPPED INTO MY potential FUTURE BACK THEN? WHO had me mugged for decades while they themselves looked good to others?
WHO CAN PRODUCE READY PLAYER TWO AND THREE and have stepped in front of me in the past? You need to DO THIS NOW. I have to sit at home as dead meat. Someone else is DUE to APPEAR and GET SOME THINGS DONE IN L.A.
It was known that a “Clinton” was human trafficking me in the 1970s and possibly paid for by a current or former employee of BYCORP Construction. “Clinton” was a known paid trafficker of Chinese and Taiwanese people in San Diego, CA. He actually GRABBED ME and tried to SELL ME to incoming immigrants more than once before I was old enough to attend grade school. They looked Chinese and separately people from India.
Here is the actual stranger than fiction. These TWO WOMEN are known gang members who used my name in San Diego, CA and Los Angeles, CA and possibly in Honolulu, HI. “Michelle Kirksey” and “Mamie McCall”. When I was under six years old there was a “Clinton” and “Alex” connected with BYCORP who also used my name(s) in Los Angeles, CA. These were adults knowingly using my name(s). This doesn’t include also “Joshua Kushner, Jr.” a known brown Mexican gang member who people pretended was my husband.
I have witnessed at least 3-4 different men using the name “Clinton” before the 1980s. They all looked lean, tall, white/Caucasian and gangster.
This does not include gangster/mafia women using the first name of “Donna”. There has been at least one in Chula Vista, CA as well as one in Oceanside, CA who spoke with me in my youth. Both knew who I was.
How many “Alex” people(men and women) are in a job position or living in a location I was in theory supposed to be a part of, right now? I can say I have witnessed at least one “Alex” in San Diego, CA living in a home people pretended I owned. Another “Alex” I have worked with in person on a major feature movie in a job I wanted as a child.
The point in all this is… I’ve been replaced by gang members in all kinds of places FULL TIME. I got those places/locations(even job) a long time ago and met with others and it was established I was involved… then I was never again at those locations for the same reason. None of these people who replaced me, or took my place… are long term contacts and friends. I don’t even know what names they have on their own documents. I wonder to this day…”Who do they think they are now?” AND “Who do they think I am?”
I was a youth when I was taken to the Van Nuys Superior Courthouse and asked to help “previsualize some things”. I was asked to DO IT FOR A “STEVEN”. Over the decades… I … YES ME!!! Was taken back to the courthouse and placed in the DEFENDANT SEAT as if I was… a STEVEN. I was IN TROUBLE and BEING A STEVEN for …who?? And that’s the troubling part. The role reversal? The swap? Are people aware? I do not have mafia or gangster or gang member contacts to help me. I am being trafficked. I do not use the name Steven, by the way. I’m willing to wager… all these names I’ve mentioned in the post may have AUTHENTICALLY used the name “Steven” in public places over the decades and have been transacting in Los Angeles, CA with fellow gang members, mafia people and more.
I was caught up with USC (University Southern California) people in the 1970s also. Filmmakers, political young adults. This is never spoken of. I visited the USC campus many times before I was 8 years old. Some thought I’d go there eventually as a college student and get a career with their alumni. It appears a mafia sold me out and I was banned from the campus instead.
I attended a film location scout that involved the United Nations and propaganda. It appeared that I was going to be in the film itself. There was some major conflict involving my identity. Looks like real Russian(?) people were ANGRY that I was a bright child with ideas YET NOT ACTUALLY RUSSIAN. So they told me to “go stand with the United States people” and I did. That actor(?) told me, “We are a country in debt. It may never change. You are a U.S. born child and we want you to be a migrant leadership person.” I thought it was for the movie. Looks like I got caught up very badly with professional entertainment migrants as well as contractor/builders and it is/was VERY REAL all these decades.
Migrant meetings? I was TOLD that is all I had to do, is show up for some migrant meetings. As a youth, I was not certain what that all meant. It appears… I’ve actually been human trafficked all these years and YET DO NOT KNOW ANYONE for real. I don’t have a list of migrants or their leaders to be in contact with. People simply put me on a bus now and then and they made ME LOOK LIKE A MIGRANT. I didn’t speak with people. I was like a mascot, a pet, a toy, a flag bearer who could not actually do much for anyone and my own funding was very low like a migrant worker who came over a border into the U.S.A. So I got kidnapped and trafficked and somehow migrants were told to follow me around (1970s and 80s)? I basically was taken places, and the workers followed and they did all the talking and deal-making and I got MUGGED over and over again. Silenced.
I’m not as bad off these days, however I’m still not a leadership person with money to hire people. I still do not have a contact list of leaders and workers from any company or organization. Nothing. I believe I am very done with people as I was TOLD to take “retirement age” at 50 years old if I do not have a contract. I do not have a contract for or from others. I am just living a very simple boring life. No one has asked for me to step up and speak with a group. The last time that happened for real was in my youth. I’ve been attacked by gang members by force and injury as well as druggings–just before I was to speak anywhere–even in a high school classroom. So public speaking was out for me and has been for decades. Very real gang leaders likely knew I couldn’t handle managing migrant workers. They may have sabotaged me from any of the related duties just so the migrant workers sought other leaders who can handle or manage them.
This is yet another online writing I had not planned on. Am hoping that coming clean on what I know about helps people MOVE ON FROM ME and seek help and leadership from those who are far more enabled.
I need public to know that YES I WAS TAKEN TO the town of FIREBAUGH, California as a child and told to help those people. What transpired is that I was MUGGED and I have a feeling they created someone to replace me in society. I looked like one of THEIR OWN people for a while. Maybe long term, I don’t know. I was NEVER a real Mexican or agriculture worker. I do not know if it was a man, woman or child. When I was first told about this IN PERSON, at that town… it looked like they thought I was wealthy and wanted my money. That is not what it was. Someone wanted to leave that town and trade places with me elsewhere. Someone in Chula Vista, CA may have instigated this. I was taken there many times also in my youth and some pretended I was from there. I was not. It is VERY POSSIBLE my identity was already so stolen, I was NOT THE PROPER PERSON to kidnap to Firebaugh to “trade places with”.
Firebaugh, California, USA
What people may not understand is… someone, maybe many… “GOT PROGRAMMED” that I am a Firebaugh person… and I AM NOT. I may have “gotten attached” to them though. Things like this CAN BE DONE POLITELY. It didn’t feel polite, however I do not know what all was going on back then. I was actually very young.
I have a feeling… still… that someone IMPORTANT in Hollywood got mrdrd and to hide it happened, they were swapping all kinds of people around. (early 1970s) It may be why they gave me to Firebaugh… so they could LEARN I was not one of the wealthy, not someone in competition in Hollywood, not really.
Part of this is part of a greater mystery I may never understand or know fully. I may not need to. Just please be aware a lot of things have happened in my life and I likely have swapped with big and small people in a variety of places over time. And I didn’t know what was really going on.
Today is actually “Labor Day” in the United States. It is a day we celebrate the achievements the country and the people within it have made in getting and giving work lawfully and humanely. Wishing I could toast to my own life’s work, I decided to create and propose something for everyone to think about: National Slave Day. It’s basically for everyone who were not able to get a stable steady income and life, even those who only experienced a slavery or enslavement a short time. http://nationalslaveday.org
Not about a “shame on you”. It’s purpose is education for those being enslaved and those promoting slavery in small and big ways. It takes a strong will to make improvements near and far.
