Being a KEY Spielberg?

It probably isn’t allowed to be said. I’m likely still a key Spielberg in the U.S. even though I am supposed to be VERY DEAD MEAT. Here is the problem: I am NOT allowed to be a publicly known, public speaker. I have been USED and ideas boosted by KEY gang members from more than one gang(and political party) it appears. Because of this system of people, I have to be DEAD MEAT… and yet… something may be going wrong somewhere because someone may have expected to “keep going”.

A long time ago, someone told Disney leadership to inform me: “Take retirement age if you turn 50 and have no contract for work.” It was likely a message from A LOT OF PEOPLE, just used them to tell me.*

I don’t have money to fund people to keep going. It was ANNOUNCED in the 1970s that I would not. It was MADE VERY CLEAR how beat up and terrorized I was… meaning… I was NOT THE ACTUAL MONEY SOURCE for anyone. Gangs and their people had to step in to pay to heal me. I fell under the care of many people. They KEPT ME a “baby” to use. A small, limited person. In a company structure I would have been a small trusted employee, not high in the corporation to sit in the board room.

Feeling stuck. Unable to make changes. I’ve written it before: it would take a very known politician to “bring me out of the wilderness” and into the public even just locally in San Diego, CA. The danger I face is competition and my health looks okay, however I am not likely to do well with any physical or chemical hits. I could drop dead. My body is fragile from a life of “getting through a lot”. I have survived gang attacks both physical and chemical/toxins. By design right now the goal was to allow me to take care of myself so no one had to be hired to care for me. In different years, I have forced myself to gain strength and do more than sit around. I cannot walk a mile with my dog right now. Not well enough.

*If this is not the case, understand I am NOT UNDER A CONTRACT and NONE have been offered. I am technically retired from big things and just self employed minimally IF I ACTUALLY DO SOMETHING that makes money–which I’m not doing most months even years. There are likely others just like me, sitting around not doing much and not funded enough to help others. May be why I’m allowed to write things out online. OTHER KEY PEOPLE who have mattered a lot may be retired and sitting around and younger ones asking, “Why can’t you help me/us? Fund something? Do more?”

The San Diego Spielberg Team that was Announced in the Late 1970s or Early 1980s…

Actually are the Scotts and their associates. Devin and Jeanne Scott of American Dream Cinema. I was placed on board their vessel Scott’s Landing and it was announced with me standing present to what appeared to be local San Diegan gang and political leadership people, including Wally Schlotter. I was not a legal adult until many years after that and was not included in the mix, by the way. They knew I was returning to Hawaii. Didn’t announce me and what I was to be doing in the present or future.

Devin Scott, a known local film director in San Diego, CA has a green sports car. In recent years I finally was able to obtain a white compact one, similar to one of my Japanese Yakuza fathers in Hawaii once drove. I want people to know, even if I was not born Japanese, I may have been partially raised by their people (through their connections, not directly). Likely Democrats in 1970s Hawaii who may or may not have stayed in the United States. More profound is I was also a Republican through my false husbands in California. And I was also Independent possibly through very established politicians on the east coast of the United States.

I told people in the 1970s that I’d try to help people make money. I was not the funding source itself. People tried to make me look like it though. My clout was through working well connected politicians not patrons of the arts. I got sabotaged by greedy and jealous peoples. Whatever money making work I could have gotten I was mugged for it and forced to stay home injured and drugged so I forgot what happened. I was not allowed to be a player, or a gang member. I was labeled a “sister” and “wife” to stay out of things.

Really got overwhelmed while young, by bigger people than me. I accept this. Am not trying to push back at all. People need to know what happened though. Why I am not well connected and very isolated and a one-off, single person on my own most of the time. A loner. Because of my smallness, mugged self and low funding… I was never able to return in person to local politicians and their people in higher places. I’ve stayed far away, just living a messed up minimal life.

I’ve been slandered about for decades. That’s why when I show up places people are not certain who I even am. My fake relatives don’t know me either. They think they do, but mostly they know their fellow gang members not me at all. Would it surprise you.. and you… or you… to know that possibly if I showed up at the United Nations or more than one country’s leadership palace outside of the United States of America I would be recognized correctly? They would likely all admit I am retired from any commitments and duties I once had a long time ago. That I now look like an average citizen again.

“ANGRY ME” – Mis-Identified Too Often in the 1970s+, I was not hired.

I just put something together after all this time. I want people to read this. I pray it helps people figure out WHAT HAPPENED.

ANGRY ME. Here is why.

The name “Steven Spielberg” was created by me IN FRONT OF M. Spielberg when I was VERY VERY YOUNG. It was my new professional name. But I had NO INTENTION of being a porn star. I was identified as a talented co-director even in childhood…but they KEPT ME AWAY FROM PORN. THEY DID NOT WANT ME TO BE A PORN DIRECTOR. They knew me. I guess others misread things.

M. Spielberg and her people likely created a MALE DIRECTOR off the name to replace me right away.

DUE TO TERRORISM… the people who knew me personally… probably were terrorized as I was also in the 1970s.

Those were not my own people. I was kidnapped to be around them.

I strongly encourage people to find out if Universal Pictures bought out porn producers in the 1970s. Their studio or their group, and/or their content and intellectual properties. The difficulty is… I was NOT actually part of the deal. If I was, I’d know a lot of people and they’d know me. I’d also be working regularly and making money. If I was retired, I would have had a verifiable WORK HISTORY.