It’s for you to read
I got leveraged and used more than I thought possible. My identity so obscured I looked like a kidnapped foreign national with lots of money!
The reality is, PEOPLE NEED TO HIRE ME FOR WORK… even minimal work… OR LEAVE ME ALONE. Stop trying to shake me down for money or anything.
I was very young, and adult gang members and leaders stepped up to carry on the forums. I myself asked to be excused because I knew I was in a compromised and under-informed position. I never asked to return because I was so mugged and sold out… which is different than weakened.
I may have been full time mugged for more than one San Diegan. I even look mugged for the San Diego Spielberg Team to be more important and do public speaking. At minimum there are also fake family members I’ve been violently beaten up for them to step up and speak a long time ago. I actually was crumpled on the ground so they could step up fresh and strong with gang members beside them.
People may have PAID and THREATENED to be more important out in public than me personally. I was not aware fully of what was going on. I have been beaten up and drugged to help THEM show others clearly what is going on. Looks like it was easier just to force me to sit at home by not having me out much and not saying much. So I have not much of my life as a result.
I have been out in public VERY WEAKENED and SICK, INJURED TOO… it wasn’t because of people listening to me. I was actually just gang banged, mugged for someone else to have clout. In recent history I got politely mugged by the L.A. court system. I’ve been taken down by handling and money expenditures. I was ill on my own originally.
I have gotten used to not saying much in public anyway. I simply had nothing to add! Be aware… a long time ago people DRUGGED ME to “keep talking”.
Contracts end, money runs out, staff changes and more. That’s when people shift positions. Some go up, some go down. Some don’t change much. You cannot get angry if someone you are not used to seeing or hearing from takes a walk, starts talking, has a new presence. There are 8 billion people on planet Earth. In theory that’s 8 billion changes waiting to happen. Small, or big and so many things in between.
I admit, some people are NOT NICE and cause trouble. Some are nice and trouble tries to find them. There are enough of us to make the correct adjustments, I humbly suggest.