There is a conflict. By myself cannot afford to stay in San Diego, CA as I do not have enough money. While here, gang members APPEAR TO BE hovering as if waiting to move in on me to steal money… which means I’ll be bankrupt or just lower and less able to stay if they are successful. Already I got knocked down a lot in recent years just dealing with the court case based in Los Angeles, CA…which some are now saying was created by San Diegan gang members!
Yet, if people are also trying to keep my identity present in California and also use me politely via KSPL… I need enough funding to stay. Instead of hovering to steal money, people should be helping me get new ways of income even if from various small sources.
Due to all the physical hits I survived over the decades, I cannot live as low as a real migrant (noting they are typically workforce people who are strong). My health needs more support.
I have some advice from a LONG TIME AGO. Things may have changed, so please inquire yourself. A long time ago I appear to have been connected with a MEXICAN IDENTITY in Hollywood. It was EASIER for people to use it whether U.S. citizen or from another country. It was ALSO CONNECTED to Mexican funding. Which means the Mexicans wanted to MAKE MONEY off the identity and what it was connected with.
I am NOT A MEXICAN myself. I am aware many Mexicans have used my name and nicknames, even with my blessings at times when I was a youth. However, I have a feeling some very tough, nasty criminals also got involved and thought I was a threat or competition! I am no threat, I am not competition. Also, I have a feeling people may have SPOKEN NAMES they were using and had other paperwork with their own identities on them.
My humble advice is to NEVER USE THIS IDENTITY NAME HERE. This is not one from the 1970s with all kinds of paperwork and contacts. There are OLDER IDENTITIES that may still be in use even prior to the 1970s! You need to connect with people in L.A. on identities properly or you may never get paid. You are just “saying a name” when you are around people. One of my very legal names and/or past names may be very spoken for in big cities and was used by bigger people than me with permission of the U.S. government. Meaning, the big important people know who I am, know I am small and NOT ACTIVE, RETIRED IN NATURE.
What’s happening to me far from a big entertainment city may be a reflection of what’s going on in them. I’ve read they are doing mergers and laying off thousands of people. Not to say they may not get hired back at some point, but for the time being they are out of work and may have had to also slow down and get smaller to get by on a lower income. So what’s going on with me is I see that I AM NOT GOING TO BE ABLE TO IMPROVE MY INCOME. I have to work with what I have and WITHOUT A HUSBAND. I’ve had some real or fake family to be with at times in life, however they too have expenses.
It has happened a lot in my life that I had to BE AWAY FROM real or fake family to live with. Its even happened I was given money to live on and it was all stolen while I lived with them. I am better off just small by myself somewhere. It may not be in California, it is an expensive state and many people who knew me left a long time ago.
IDEALLY… people who don’t have enough money gather together and share a decent home. I’ve been too compromised, even drugged and attacked so I don’t want to try that again. It got too criminal. My wallet and identity just got stolen by more migrants while I was in the home drugged and sick from the mugging. Not a joke. That was Los Angeles(a few times) as well as Maui (1970s).
Now days if people try to steal my identity they’ll get thrown in jail and/or deported. So please don’t try this again.
Even right now, there may be migrants (gang members) hoping I’ll move again so they can live where I was and pretend things. Be aware of the game that may be going on. They may not be people I’ve even heard of or if I have heard of them, I may not know them well at all. They may have eavesdropped on me for years and been involved with human trafficking, so they may have real information on me… or not.
Even as I am right now in debt, there may be a gang member pretending I’m supposed to support them and/or buy them and their husband a home to live in. I’M NOT THAT ONE. That was a “Donna” a long time ago. I never became one of those hired professional women who were also gang connected.
I’m writing all this out because I have a feeling this is happening to others in big cities in California at least. People pretended I was a migrant worker many times in my life because “…they wanted to swap into my job…” and it was said in person to me before I was even ten years old. Someone may have trafficked me into places and doing things just so AN ADULT HAD A PLACE TO STEP INTO. Just be aware… I never got to return to 99.999% of them.
I have reason to believe my identity (NOT THIS PEN NAME) is STILL BEING USED BY A FAKE HUSBAND in the United States, and a bunch of people besides him are using it also! Here is WHY I say this… some people took me around in the 1970s and TOLD OTHERS “…. using their identities. Don’t mrdr them.” The connection I wrote about previously was Straub Medical Hospital, Russian Jews and Mexicans in San Diego, CA and Los Angeles, CA. I was even TOLD in the 1970s my identity was being used “…at a corporation to solve a paperwork problem.” (1970s). So I exist and I don’t exist. I may have been forced to be a GHOST in California and Hawaii. I may look like a migrant and also a high level executive at the same time. And all kinds of people using a partial identity thereof… scattered possibly around the U.S. and beyond.
I wrote about it on Twitter YEARS AGO… you need to get the people who WERE IN PERSON TO MAKE THE DEALS. THE ONES WHO SHOOK HANDS AND DID LUNCHES AND PAID PEOPLE. Someone like me is possibly legal and legit enough to sign off on documents, however.. I am not under a contract myself. I do not have a legal connection to much of anything that I know of… except by way of partial identity documents… is that it? Just paperwork.
A long time ago I was attached to some Jurassic Park documents… I don’t know how real… It had my name, an address I once lived at… and the PHOTO ATTACHED WAS NOT ME. They actually attached a photo to the documents and IT WAS NOT ME. Likely… possibly… it was someone who worked on the production and got paid? I DID NOT GET PAID. Barely got to visit–no lunches, no paying anyone. No kidding!
And have since the 1970s, my first decade of life. Some knew I was in trouble due to identity theft very early on. They did all kinds of things with me to see who I was. They found me, many actually did. So I was kept alive, not lost forever. Back in the 1970s, there were children who went missing forever, never returned. I am grateful for being saved from death or permanently lost in another country.
I could have been a wealthy wife in another country, however it appears fake husbands globally made the money, owned it and clout too. May be why I have had to live such a mugged life. There were all kinds of threats of hiding me in prisons, even with a sx change to be in with males! I am not joking. The 1970s were real criminal looking to me. Someone had lost their mind about me very early on.
What then happened is I got “Russian married” to all kinds of people. Mexicans… white and brown from many parts of Mexico and around the world. I couldn’t help them directly though. It was a variety of people. Some very cloutful, wealthy, dangerous. I was a tiny little baby to those ones! Others, they tried to use me as a daughter of someone bigger. And I have a feeling my identity for the L.A. courthouse is closer to “someone’s daughter” than an actual leadership person anyway. Trouble is, it may be a cloutful OLD Mexican somewhere?
Anyway… this post is to remind people why I had clout and why I didn’t have clout. Why it was a mish mash and different almost daily and very, highly situational.
I’ve heard it said on the ‘wind’, “Paramount deal is closed, done.” Which means two things: 1) I was NOT IN THE DEAL ITSELF, 2) I may have been targeted by people IN THE DEAL, 3) I should be A LOT FREER from all kinds of people anywhere for anything. After all these decades, it was clearly sorted out who was who and HOW TO USE MY IDENTITY elsewhere. Could be it was figured out what identity I MAY HAVE BEEN CONNECTED WITH and how to leave me at home without expectations.
AND THEN… I was kidnapped to places to be ALL I WAS and MORE.
In fact, someone right now in 2024 is trying to use me as if I am “ALL” and I’m actually “nothing”… I don’t have my original mafia* name, mafia money or mafia contacts and mafia connections to do much at all. On an average day I feel accomplished just getting a doctor appointment, arriving on time, and being able to pay for it.
I’m refusing to renew my U.S. passport until I am 100% freed of the L.A. courts and my case.
If I am arrested and given jail time ever again I’m NEVER GOING TO RENEW IT. If in the future it is renewed, and I’m thrown in jail… it will be a dead passport anyway!
I may give up my REAL ID, California drivers license if my court case goes into 2026. I’ve had the license since 1991 or so. I got the Hawaii drivers license in 1988 or so. I have NOT renewed it in decades.
Are these crazy threats? It may really be upsetting someone somewhere.
Honestly. This happened while I was still a child. People hired adults to boost things I said. Instead of being developed as AN ACTUAL, ACTIVE, KNOWN POLITICAL PERSON I was sabotaged and silenced. Punahou School of Honolulu may have assisted and/or their sponsors insisted. I was repeatedly terrorized in Honolulu, Hawaii as a youth and taken around Chinese and Taiwanese peoples. Some behaved as if I were one of them, yet I never learned their culture. Some also called me a “JEW” yet I was NOT ALLOWED to learn much about the Hebrews and Judaism. The one temple in San Diego, CA I was taken to while a child I was actually attacked at and left on the floor for a while before someone took me to a hospital. PEOPLE KNEW THERE WERE GANG PROBLEMS and I am not suing anyone about these things. Just noting they happened.
It may very well be that my identity or spiritual self was also replaced at the Republican party also. I’ve not been able to visit and participate even in small town activities with them or the Democratic party.
This may surprise some people… during the past two U.S. presidential elections, I was actually DETAINED with local police departments and NOT ALLOWED TO VOTE. Early November 2020 as well as early November 2024. Coincidence?
This almost happened several times before I was five years old. In my fifth year I was in the desert with a group…very injured and sick. I pleaded with the group that Mexico City likely won’t want to provide me with the health care needed. They gave me a brown Joshua Kushner Jr. as my “husband” and implanted some drug mechanisms in my neck and swore and spit and yelled at me and said I’d be sick for decades now and in the U.S.A.
A LOT happened in my first decade of life. What matters on this post writing is in my sixth year I was on a beach on Maui and some people were coming to meet with me there. They may have all been Mexico City people. Some looked short Incan, some white and some in between. One of those Mexican/Incans was what looked like a gang member similar to the “Donovan” who had told Hollywood he was hostaging my mom and I for work for his people. This man looked more coarse, yet he was intelligent. He TOLD ME he wanted to be me in Hollywood/Los Angeles. The others that came were Mexican mafia as self-identified. They told me they were going to use him and they were getting behind HUNTER BIDEN for politics and no longer wanted to be behind me. This would have been the late 1970s.
There were problems funding “Hunter Biden and his people” even in the 1970s. They were trying to do it through Hollywood from my witness… while I was a “sea hag” for them. I was helping on IP development in person, oral storyteller style. I was abused badly so much it was very counterproductive. People DID NOT WANT ME INVOLVED. I got injured and removed over and over again. I believe this frustrated “Hunter Biden’s people”–who I now believe were tied to Firebaugh, CA. Do you see the connection? Mexican mafia, gang members and Irish of all walks of life, leadership on down to common criminals?
I had been asked to help Firebaugh, CA people… what went badly is they actually wanted me dead and buried and just use my identity until they realized I was too intelligent. It may be how I got taken to U.S.C. and other places MIGRANT WORKERS are introduced to also. I got turned into “someone brought from Mexico who lost their identity and got trafficked”. Yet, Chula Vista people from BYCORP knew exactly who I was all along.
More interesting… I was taken to TWA. Trans World Airlines AND PanAm (1970s) long before they wrapped up, closed their businesses. It appeared board members agreed not to have me mrdrd. It may be how I actually got Punahou School of Honolulu at least a few years. I also visited NASA, Boeing, JPL and more while very young. Myself and some other children and youths. We were NOT “Crazy Ones”.
The real Hunter Biden got the east coast mostly. I feel San Diegan gang members used me like a “pocket Spielberg” for other people, quietly. They may have actually used me like a hidden, at home politician/political child. I was used for hostaging and manipulation of others and kept away from real family and friends a lot. I may have been played by Punahou, USC, Hollywood, a variety of colleges in San Diego, Orange and Los Angeles counties. It was KNOWN Grossmont College was using college hit people on me, including snoopers even in the 1970s. What is NOT OBVIOUS… is that USC had Republicans on me, Punahou would have had Democrats working on me.
Some have said I needed a job and career, like at QualComm(of San Diego). I could not get a job position with them. Too much terrorism involved. They have former employees who are dangerous people. They would have caused big trouble for QualComm if I got hired instead of them.
The real story is… my real identity is still stolen and used by someone much bigger elsewhere. It has forced me to be small, yet not insignificant. I’ve been very limited to help people. My strength was IN PERSON SPEAKING… when allowed for. Because my real identity is so gone from me… many, I mean… MANY…many… thousands of people… likely migrants and even U.S. citizens have been using part of it for work and other things. So I appear just one of them.
I was caught up with USC (University Southern California) people in the 1970s also. Filmmakers, political young adults. This is never spoken of. I visited the USC campus many times before I was 8 years old. Some thought I’d go there eventually as a college student and get a career with their alumni. It appears a mafia sold me out and I was banned from the campus instead.
I attended a film location scout that involved the United Nations and propaganda. It appeared that I was going to be in the film itself. There was some major conflict involving my identity. Looks like real Russian(?) people were ANGRY that I was a bright child with ideas YET NOT ACTUALLY RUSSIAN. So they told me to “go stand with the United States people” and I did. That actor(?) told me, “We are a country in debt. It may never change. You are a U.S. born child and we want you to be a migrant leadership person.” I thought it was for the movie. Looks like I got caught up very badly with professional entertainment migrants as well as contractor/builders and it is/was VERY REAL all these decades.
Migrant meetings? I was TOLD that is all I had to do, is show up for some migrant meetings. As a youth, I was not certain what that all meant. It appears… I’ve actually been human trafficked all these years and YET DO NOT KNOW ANYONE for real. I don’t have a list of migrants or their leaders to be in contact with. People simply put me on a bus now and then and they made ME LOOK LIKE A MIGRANT. I didn’t speak with people. I was like a mascot, a pet, a toy, a flag bearer who could not actually do much for anyone and my own funding was very low like a migrant worker who came over a border into the U.S.A. So I got kidnapped and trafficked and somehow migrants were told to follow me around (1970s and 80s)? I basically was taken places, and the workers followed and they did all the talking and deal-making and I got MUGGED over and over again. Silenced.
I’m not as bad off these days, however I’m still not a leadership person with money to hire people. I still do not have a contact list of leaders and workers from any company or organization. Nothing. I believe I am very done with people as I was TOLD to take “retirement age” at 50 years old if I do not have a contract. I do not have a contract for or from others. I am just living a very simple boring life. No one has asked for me to step up and speak with a group. The last time that happened for real was in my youth. I’ve been attacked by gang members by force and injury as well as druggings–just before I was to speak anywhere–even in a high school classroom. So public speaking was out for me and has been for decades. Very real gang leaders likely knew I couldn’t handle managing migrant workers. They may have sabotaged me from any of the related duties just so the migrant workers sought other leaders who can handle or manage them.
This is yet another online writing I had not planned on. Am hoping that coming clean on what I know about helps people MOVE ON FROM ME and seek help and leadership from those who are far more enabled.
