Human Traffickers Are Not Necessarily Leaders From What I’ve Seen

And the opposite can be the same: Leaders are not necessarily human traffickers. To my witness… the best of these DO NOT DO BOTH THESE TASKS or ROLES.

Human traffickers are like human resources and coordinators. Leaders are project and task specific, management. I’ve witnessed some gang members looking important trying be more than traffickers and they may not actually have enough time, contacts and clout for it. Leaders, real ones… do not have time to traffick people. All in my humble opinion.

I bring this up because some people tried to USE ME AS BOTH when I was a lot younger. It surprised me. Thankfully no one offered me money to traffick people. They didn’t offer me money to lead on some things either. I was more willing to lead on ideations on tech/creative scouts than I was planning people themselves. There appeared to be many gang members capable to helping planning people themselves because they knew their own people and the newcomers. I was someone who was NOT ALLOWED to know individuals/people well. I was allowed to be a creative spirit and something like a ghost producer.

Influencers typically LEAD ON IDEAS. They are NOT LEADERS of people themselves. So the kind of leading I was doing, was not really coordinating people and their lives. I honestly asked to focus on other things.

I am bringing this up because very often I’ve been taken or sent places and people expected me to behave like a human trafficker more than a creative or tech lead. It caused me to be confused and people standing around, disappointed.

There Are People Who Know Me

And have since the 1970s, my first decade of life. Some knew I was in trouble due to identity theft very early on. They did all kinds of things with me to see who I was. They found me, many actually did. So I was kept alive, not lost forever. Back in the 1970s, there were children who went missing forever, never returned. I am grateful for being saved from death or permanently lost in another country.

I could have been a wealthy wife in another country, however it appears fake husbands globally made the money, owned it and clout too. May be why I have had to live such a mugged life. There were all kinds of threats of hiding me in prisons, even with a sx change to be in with males! I am not joking. The 1970s were real criminal looking to me. Someone had lost their mind about me very early on.

What then happened is I got “Russian married” to all kinds of people. Mexicans… white and brown from many parts of Mexico and around the world. I couldn’t help them directly though. It was a variety of people. Some very cloutful, wealthy, dangerous. I was a tiny little baby to those ones! Others, they tried to use me as a daughter of someone bigger. And I have a feeling my identity for the L.A. courthouse is closer to “someone’s daughter” than an actual leadership person anyway. Trouble is, it may be a cloutful OLD Mexican somewhere?

Anyway… this post is to remind people why I had clout and why I didn’t have clout. Why it was a mish mash and different almost daily and very, highly situational.

I’ve heard it said on the ‘wind’, “Paramount deal is closed, done.” Which means two things: 1) I was NOT IN THE DEAL ITSELF, 2) I may have been targeted by people IN THE DEAL, 3) I should be A LOT FREER from all kinds of people anywhere for anything. After all these decades, it was clearly sorted out who was who and HOW TO USE MY IDENTITY elsewhere. Could be it was figured out what identity I MAY HAVE BEEN CONNECTED WITH and how to leave me at home without expectations.

Everything That Was Me Was Stolen or Removed in the 1970s

AND THEN… I was kidnapped to places to be ALL I WAS and MORE.

In fact, someone right now in 2024 is trying to use me as if I am “ALL” and I’m actually “nothing”… I don’t have my original mafia* name, mafia money or mafia contacts and mafia connections to do much at all. On an average day I feel accomplished just getting a doctor appointment, arriving on time, and being able to pay for it.

*mafia or gangster.

I Do Remember a Group of People Taking Me to a Bail Bondsman in San Diego in the 1970s

They all gathered around me. This “bail bondsman” was ASKED TO HELP ME GET HOLLYWOOD. Present was at least one Crisara (two I think), a short Mexican Donovan…and some other people. I looked very upset. This man did not want to talk to me at all. How can someone a complete stranger who won’t speak with me HELP ME? How will he know what I want to do, want to know, report what’s going wrong? I knew something was VERY WRONG about this meeting. The people gathered DID NOT WANT TO LOOK ME IN THE EYE. You know, I didn’t turn 10 years old until 1982? By then MANY HAD CANCELLED ME with the INTENT OF LEAVING ME OUT OF EVERYTHING.

History is important.

TRAFFICKING ME TO THE “HOLLYWOOD COURTHOUSE” in 2020-2025… is NOT “helping [me] get Hollywood”. And I’ve been there long before now too. In fact, I may have visited as a FIVE YEAR OLD.

I Appear Ganged Up On By a Large Group of Small People With the Wrong Expectations

Who do not have realistic expectations of me personally! I was not allowed to have a husband or a long term job and career with earnings. I was mostly a thrown away person who people barely spoke with most of these decades.

I was not like a sponsored athlete that people took good care of so I could do well in the sport and make money to share.

Worse, my back and neck have been broken in front of people. Not figuratively. And that happened before I was a teenager. The adults who did it said out loud they, “No longer want money from this woman.” And it could be the hit people they had hired, or mafia they had spoken to thought I was the target before then.

I Visited the Hollywood L.A. Courthouse as a Child

And I am not certain I was supposed to. I was taken their by a Mike who described people I’d encounter someday. This someday happened within the past few years! Even he had told people I was “standing in for Donna” (1970s). I never became a real one. Requires all kinds of training, contacts, even money. People went to AN EFFORT… to hire people instead of me all these decades.

One of the Mike’s described me as a “dead Donna” and to “push [me] through Hollywood and out again”. He said this when I was a child, before first grade.

I’ll write THIS AGAIN: “Donovan’s restaurant management people refused to adopt me as a future Donna” when I was a child. They had some women they were training and giving to key people in San Diego and L.A. The same day I learned this, a part Japanese(?) woman beat me up outside and told me it was her job to do it. She may or may not have been the one known at Disney’s Club33 and managing BYCORP migrant gangsters.

So it was known in the 1970s that I was NOT A DONNA, nor did I have a future as one. Some were referring to me as a “virtual Donna” which means they were using me from a distance for content. I was not given a JOB to gather or HOLD money for others. No mafia or gangster father for this at all.

A “Shanoe” adult male told me his people HIRED a “Donna” to be at Universal Pictures and I did not need to go or be there as a result. (late 1970s) It was her job as well as Jeff Shell’s to handle IPs. It was not clear to me how they were handling them, nor if any of them were my contributions.

Stranger Than Fiction? People, Places and Names.

It was known that a “Clinton” was human trafficking me in the 1970s and possibly paid for by a current or former employee of BYCORP Construction. “Clinton” was a known paid trafficker of Chinese and Taiwanese people in San Diego, CA. He actually GRABBED ME and tried to SELL ME to incoming immigrants more than once before I was old enough to attend grade school. They looked Chinese and separately people from India.

Here is the actual stranger than fiction. These TWO WOMEN are known gang members who used my name in San Diego, CA and Los Angeles, CA and possibly in Honolulu, HI. “Michelle Kirksey” and “Mamie McCall”. When I was under six years old there was a “Clinton” and “Alex” connected with BYCORP who also used my name(s) in Los Angeles, CA. These were adults knowingly using my name(s). This doesn’t include also “Joshua Kushner, Jr.” a known brown Mexican gang member who people pretended was my husband.

I have witnessed at least 3-4 different men using the name “Clinton” before the 1980s. They all looked lean, tall, white/Caucasian and gangster.

This does not include gangster/mafia women using the first name of “Donna”. There has been at least one in Chula Vista, CA as well as one in Oceanside, CA who spoke with me in my youth. Both knew who I was.

How many “Alex” people(men and women) are in a job position or living in a location I was in theory supposed to be a part of, right now? I can say I have witnessed at least one “Alex” in San Diego, CA living in a home people pretended I owned. Another “Alex” I have worked with in person on a major feature movie in a job I wanted as a child.

The point in all this is… I’ve been replaced by gang members in all kinds of places FULL TIME. I got those places/locations(even job) a long time ago and met with others and it was established I was involved… then I was never again at those locations for the same reason. None of these people who replaced me, or took my place… are long term contacts and friends. I don’t even know what names they have on their own documents. I wonder to this day…”Who do they think they are now?” AND “Who do they think I am?”

I was a youth when I was taken to the Van Nuys Superior Courthouse and asked to help “previsualize some things”. I was asked to DO IT FOR A “STEVEN”. Over the decades… I … YES ME!!! Was taken back to the courthouse and placed in the DEFENDANT SEAT as if I was… a STEVEN. I was IN TROUBLE and BEING A STEVEN for …who?? And that’s the troubling part. The role reversal? The swap? Are people aware? I do not have mafia or gangster or gang member contacts to help me. I am being trafficked. I do not use the name Steven, by the way. I’m willing to wager… all these names I’ve mentioned in the post may have AUTHENTICALLY used the name “Steven” in public places over the decades and have been transacting in Los Angeles, CA with fellow gang members, mafia people and more.

“Foreign policy” in the U.S.A. that is non-governmental. It can look very negatively mental.

Here is an example I want to write about. It is based on observations of more than one group of people. It is an illustration of what went on not pointing at a specific individual or group of people. This problem could be happening all over the world, not just the United States obviously.

A foreigner comes to the U.S. and gets good work. It could cause jealousy from their home country so much they send hit people to mess them up HERE… in the U.S.A. Then the hit men need enough work to stay. They may leave and if that original person stays, they may struggle their whole life because they got so damaged. They may have come on their own, may have been trafficked with the plan to mess them up. Or trafficked to get them away from their own country–like banishing them.

What if the original foreigner stays, not wealthy even ruined AND the hit people stay also? What if the original foreigner was supposed to be a leadership person for a gang or group of people in the U.S.A. and they are ruined, the hit people never leave…or the hit people are the gang or group who hit their leader over and over and more people within their group who make some money, but not enough for their own family? This example began with ONE PERSON coming to the U.S.A. Over time, this could involve thousands of people daily.

“ANGRY ME” – Mis-Identified Too Often in the 1970s+, I was not hired.

I just put something together after all this time. I want people to read this. I pray it helps people figure out WHAT HAPPENED.

ANGRY ME. Here is why.

The name “Steven Spielberg” was created by me IN FRONT OF M. Spielberg when I was VERY VERY YOUNG. It was my new professional name. But I had NO INTENTION of being a porn star. I was identified as a talented co-director even in childhood…but they KEPT ME AWAY FROM PORN. THEY DID NOT WANT ME TO BE A PORN DIRECTOR. They knew me. I guess others misread things.

M. Spielberg and her people likely created a MALE DIRECTOR off the name to replace me right away.

DUE TO TERRORISM… the people who knew me personally… probably were terrorized as I was also in the 1970s.

Those were not my own people. I was kidnapped to be around them.

I strongly encourage people to find out if Universal Pictures bought out porn producers in the 1970s. Their studio or their group, and/or their content and intellectual properties. The difficulty is… I was NOT actually part of the deal. If I was, I’d know a lot of people and they’d know me. I’d also be working regularly and making money. If I was retired, I would have had a verifiable WORK HISTORY.