Feeling like I’ve written enough to last through this month, maybe next I want to stop here. Before I log off, please note I am at home ill, not healthy at all. Just thinking about jumping in the car to fill up the tank and round trip home feels like a, “No.” I was away for over five weeks. Each day my health took a hit. It may be at least that amount of time again before I recover to a better well being. I am weak and laying around a lot. Not yet well enough to prepare a full meal and eat it.
I may have to return to Los Angeles, CA next month for some more legal stuff. Hopefully it’ll be concise. Catch you later. I’m off social media as well for at least another month.
Update (11/19/2024): I am feeling a little better, still low on energy. No big plans, no big ambitions. I humbly apologize if there are still people trying to use me even from a distance. They should not be. I’m an older, tired, ill person. I honestly can’t shoulder(carry upon my shoulders) or pretend things for others. Please ask them to use someone else. It got too criminal a long time ago. If some of my online writings can help people, please refer and use those… not me as a human being, please don’t try to. My identity has changed a lot since the 1970s. I can’t be that 1970s person again.*
*All kinds of gang members from more than one gang “killed” me in the 1970s just so they could work with people older and wealthier than me. I also appear to have swapped places with a leadership person connected to Firebaugh, CA more than once. I have not been enabled to sustain a leadership role full time(anywhere), only under special circumstances as granted by leadership people. I’ve done what I could, am having to embrace “retirement age” along with others. And reality is, it takes a team of people to get big things to work.