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It means I do not know what is going right or wrong for others. I’ve written about gang and gang member conflicts just in regard to my own name(s) and life. Even then I am not aware how complicated or not those conflicts are or were.
I wish to remind everyone that I am not under a contract. There is no document describing who I am to people for THEIR WORK. I was pushed out of the way a long time ago and never really “brought into the fold”. The reason is Kamala Harris’ people rose up to take over a lot of things I may have been involved in. Who placed she and her people in my place(s) decades ago? That may be a good way to figure out who “took up the loads” and “what challenges they began and ended”.
Please be reminded of this: I was not able to return to Punahou School of Honolulu after I left in the 1970s. I believe my connection to that school and the politicians it was connected with was “being in on things” and not being out in the wilderness. Adults used to talk to me there, so did youths. After that… there was a general feeling of abandonment. I felt left out, even an ongoing emptiness. When I left Punahou I moved to Maui, which is a nearby island to Oahu. I was given a very different group of people there, and they were not scholars or politicians.