Tag: clout

Human Traffickers Are Not Necessarily Leaders From What I’ve Seen

And the opposite can be the same: Leaders are not necessarily human traffickers. To my witness… the best of these DO NOT DO BOTH THESE TASKS or ROLES.

Human traffickers are like human resources and coordinators. Leaders are project and task specific, management. I’ve witnessed some gang members looking important trying be more than traffickers and they may not actually have enough time, contacts and clout for it. Leaders, real ones… do not have time to traffick people. All in my humble opinion.

I bring this up because some people tried to USE ME AS BOTH when I was a lot younger. It surprised me. Thankfully no one offered me money to traffick people. They didn’t offer me money to lead on some things either. I was more willing to lead on ideations on tech/creative scouts than I was planning people themselves. There appeared to be many gang members capable to helping planning people themselves because they knew their own people and the newcomers. I was someone who was NOT ALLOWED to know individuals/people well. I was allowed to be a creative spirit and something like a ghost producer.

Influencers typically LEAD ON IDEAS. They are NOT LEADERS of people themselves. So the kind of leading I was doing, was not really coordinating people and their lives. I honestly asked to focus on other things.

I am bringing this up because very often I’ve been taken or sent places and people expected me to behave like a human trafficker more than a creative or tech lead. It caused me to be confused and people standing around, disappointed.

I Lost “the Imposter” Venue a Long Time Ago

I was very young, and adult gang members and leaders stepped up to carry on the forums. I myself asked to be excused because I knew I was in a compromised and under-informed position. I never asked to return because I was so mugged and sold out… which is different than weakened.

I may have been full time mugged for more than one San Diegan. I even look mugged for the San Diego Spielberg Team to be more important and do public speaking. At minimum there are also fake family members I’ve been violently beaten up for them to step up and speak a long time ago. I actually was crumpled on the ground so they could step up fresh and strong with gang members beside them.

People may have PAID and THREATENED to be more important out in public than me personally. I was not aware fully of what was going on. I have been beaten up and drugged to help THEM show others clearly what is going on. Looks like it was easier just to force me to sit at home by not having me out much and not saying much. So I have not much of my life as a result.

I have been out in public VERY WEAKENED and SICK, INJURED TOO… it wasn’t because of people listening to me. I was actually just gang banged, mugged for someone else to have clout. In recent history I got politely mugged by the L.A. court system. I’ve been taken down by handling and money expenditures. I was ill on my own originally.

I have gotten used to not saying much in public anyway. I simply had nothing to add! Be aware… a long time ago people DRUGGED ME to “keep talking”.

“Foreign policy” in the U.S.A. that is non-governmental. It can look very negatively mental.

Here is an example I want to write about. It is based on observations of more than one group of people. It is an illustration of what went on not pointing at a specific individual or group of people. This problem could be happening all over the world, not just the United States obviously.

A foreigner comes to the U.S. and gets good work. It could cause jealousy from their home country so much they send hit people to mess them up HERE… in the U.S.A. Then the hit men need enough work to stay. They may leave and if that original person stays, they may struggle their whole life because they got so damaged. They may have come on their own, may have been trafficked with the plan to mess them up. Or trafficked to get them away from their own country–like banishing them.

What if the original foreigner stays, not wealthy even ruined AND the hit people stay also? What if the original foreigner was supposed to be a leadership person for a gang or group of people in the U.S.A. and they are ruined, the hit people never leave…or the hit people are the gang or group who hit their leader over and over and more people within their group who make some money, but not enough for their own family? This example began with ONE PERSON coming to the U.S.A. Over time, this could involve thousands of people daily.

To Save Others, I Had to Die

A long time ago I was pressured under extreme duress to drop who I was, allow others to “be me” even in person. I didn’t have enough clout by myself. I had to lose who I was permanently or, I or others were at risk of being severely damaged and even mrdrd, dead and buried. As a child I didn’t know I’d have to do such a thing… and more than once.. likely to gang members from different gangs.

People over-hostaged me VERY IMPOLITELY in my youth. Forced me to be used against all kinds of people I didn’t even know. I had to abandon more than one of my own very real identities and groups of contacts. Sorry, not fixable.

What is even more extreme… on occasions I may have ONLY BEEN STANDING IN a SHORT TIME for someone unavailable. Someone planned to return. People still didn’t want me to look that important… as a temp or sub. I got mugged over and over again.

How I also Lost Identity in the 1970s

I forgot to mention this also: How many convicts used wives and children to “be me” for THEM on IPs? Many may still be very much connected to past IPs, IP ideas so their convict husbands are still connected even sitting in prison. And also, there may still be convict women with husbands and boyfriends on the outside connected to IPs on paperwork. There could be THOUSANDS of people who actually capitalized on IPs I helped spark as a child. Because I was NOT MAKING MONEY ON IPs… I was very much made an outsider, outcast, lone wolf.